From boy to crossdresser episode 3

My days and nights were spent with porn and sexy stories and masturbation.
I used to cum every day for some reason.
First, when I got older, I felt that my breasts were bigger than usual, I thought to myself that maybe I am a girl.
I used to sneak out and take a bra from my mother's clothes and put it on. It was a very strange feeling. The feeling of covering my breasts with a bra, the feeling of being a girl. Of course, at that time I didn't know exactly what the difference is between a girl and a boy. I didn't know that girls don't have penises.
Whenever I was alone, I used to wear my mom's clothes, shorts, bra, socks, pantyhose, skirt, sexy clothes, I enjoyed this a lot, I said to myself I wish I was a girl.
Every time I put on a bra, I masturbated.
It was during this time that a very pleasant thing happened to me.
Continued in the next part