Shy boy to bimbo sissy

it's all started when my older brother showed me a shemale masturbating video when I was 15. after I saw it I was instantly attracted to trans girls than cis girls. I was a very shy pale feminine looking boy.high school wasn't great, boys used to bully me. I am too shy to talk to the girls. I spent most of my teen ages in my room watching shemale porn videos, endlessly masturbating to them 3 to 4 times a day. fantasising about being fucked by huge male dicks. all of these years I craving to suck huge BBC's but my introvert ness and shyness kept me from doing it in real life. now and then I was attracted to cis girls. when I was 18 I discovered the whole new world of nipple stimulation. the pleasure was too intense I felt like a butterfly. I didn't want to stop pinching my nipples. at the time I confirmed that I am a sissy born to please alpha males.
one Friday night I was alone at my home. it was raining outside. my inner sissy woke up. I locked my girly cock into the chastity cage. started wearing my mom's bra and panty. both of them are pink perfect for a sissy. I took out the thick rubbery dildo that i kept secret. I slowly started to push it throw my boy pussy. it was so tight I never put anything inside it other than my fingers. when it rubs softy on my prostate my heart started pounding fast, my legs were opened wide automatically, my nipples are erected. I started moaning loud luckily nobody at home to hear. slowly started increasing my phase until I burst out in sissygasm. as watery liquid coming out from my clit I was dying in orgasm. during the orgasm, I realised my life's purpose is to please a real man. immediately I move to a big city hoping to find a master to fulfil my sissy dreams.
I joined a chain restaurant as a waitress started to save money for my hrt. one night after the work I saw couple of trans girls standing on the street for prostition. i was too scared to talk to them but anyhow decided to approach them. both of them was tall girls with huge tits.